i decided that getting started is the hardest thing about this. i want to blog i want to express my opinions to random strangers, but wow is it harder then it looks. i fear this will just become a place for me to complain and weep in my own self misery. please don't let this happen, i will wear my big girl pants for a little while just to discuss something serious or random, who knows just anything but a girl complaining. so in the next few days i hope to have a light bulb. so for now goodbye.

a beginning

today you will think about 60,000 thoughts. now what will come of those..... will most be of regret, of failure or of hope for the present day, maybe neither. i am asking you to over think (just for a little while) of your thought process. think about what you think. a thought can change your mind even your whole day if it's strong enough. so relax, who ever told you that stopping and smelling the roses is a waste of time is wrong.

all i am saying is to breathe, don't think, okay if you half to think to take a breathe fine, but clear your head. a break for a mere two minutes wont do any harm, forget work, school, loved ones, everything. be vain its your minutes in brace them, figure out who you are. make your own damn day good!